When it's apparent
That even though I'm trying
Nothing I do is good enough
I have to stop.
I can't find you .
I'm looking & looking .
I'm doing all the right things to attract you.
It's like you're hiding from me.
Purposely keeping your distance.
Lurking in the shadows if my imagination
No longer keeping hope alive
I give up on my search
Can't find something that doesn't want to be found .
Tired of getting my hopes just to continuously be let down .
Tired of being penetrated by loveless souls
Used for physical satisfaction
No interest in my personality
No interest in my affections
No interest in my heart
Tired of being jealous of my happy friends
The sooner I accept it
The sooner my unhappiness will come to a peaceful yet bitter cease.
You have no plans for me, Cupid .
No arrow with my name .
No happily ever after for me .
Just thin white smoke for the pain.
-Camille Denine 👑
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