I feel like I'm buried 6 feet under your heart.
Eyes closed, body still , nothing but the dark .
Nothing about you & I makes sense. I was afraid to make a real move
So I just played the fence .
Rapidly does the desire for your attention rise in me .
The need for your affection surprises me .
A year ago I lacked the vision I needed to love you .
To hold you in my arms, to kiss and hug you .
In the back of my mind , I know that I am too late .
It was overly selfish of me to ever ask you to wait.
For me to assume that no matter what you would never leave me .
Asked you to promise that you'd never lie or deceive me .
All along I was doing it to myself .
I turned my back to you.
You didn't deserve that.
The tears that I cry for you burn.
I can't make up for your wasted time, but now it's your turn.
You're in control , now it's my heart that your hands hold .
& Honestly, you have every right to break it.
I won't rob you of that opportunity.. But I hope that you won't take it .
& I hope that you'll forgive me for what I have done .
I hope that where you are , you're having fun .
& being yourself around people who understand who that is .
Unfortunately it doesn't seem like I ever did .
I don't know you .
But I adore everything about you that I have yet to learn .
- Camille Denine 👑.
