That spot .

That spot ;

I still have that spot for you .

You know , the one that's on my lips.

The one you hit the first time we ever kissed.

& it wasn't expected , because I wasn't sure if you wanted too.

But when you did it , I think that that was the moment that I wanted to give my all to you .

I still have that spot for you.

You know the one on my neck?

The one that you kissed the first time we had sex.

& I was drunk and nervous, but I knew what I was doing .

I knew that I wanted you to be exactly where you were .

I still have that spot for you. 

The one in my spirit .

The one that jumps and makes me want to giggle every time some one says your name and I hear it .

The one you put inside of me , when we went to the movies.

I remember cause I never had someone hold me the way you did .

You weren't hesitant at all, you took the lead .

In terms of affection , you gave me everything that you knew I would need .

I still have that spot for you .

The one that put a smile on my face.

When you walked Into the lions den that night to meet my daddy and all of his friends.

I was afraid to leave you out there , I didn't know what to do . You surprised me , you even made my king like you. I think it was in that moment that I fell in love with you.

I still have that spot for you .

The one in my heart .

The heart that I wanted so badly to give to you but everything fell apart.

I could've been everything to you , cause you were perfection .

Looking at you was like seeing my own reflection .

But you weren't mine to keep .

I think that you were my karma for the bad things I've done .

With you I had so much fun 

We made so many memories and I planned on making more.

Then just as I began to plan , karma had the last laugh .

Now I can't find anyone that makes me feel like you .

I can't find anyone that's real like you .

I can't find anyone that knows me like you .

You gave me the confidence that I never had

The sexiness that I lacked 

You showed me everything that I didn't think I would find in your smile.

You were a lesson , I think that's why you could only stay for just a while .

But how can I find someone 

When I never fell out of love with you? 😔

It's cause I still have that spot for you.

The one that will never go away . 

No matter how hard I try to forget you , I always know you're still there.

Ill always have that spot for you .. It's not fair 😔. 

- Camille Denine